<p>You have to understand.</p><p><br></p><p>I was shy.</p><p>Eighteen.</p><p>And so in love I was ready to give up everything.</p><p>Only he wouldn't let me.</p><p>He broke my heart.</p><p>Pushed me away.</p><p><br></p><p>Now he's back.</p><p>He's a rock star, a bad boy, a total egomaniac, a tattoo covered rock god with naked women begging for his attention.</p><p>He has platinum albums, money, fame.</p><p>Everybody wants a piece of him.</p><p><br></p><p>Everyone but me.</p><p>Been there, done that.</p><p>My heart shattered into a million pieces when he left.</p><p>I'm still broken on the inside.</p><p><br></p><p>I loved him.</p><p>I trusted him.</p><p>And he ruined me.</p><p>Only a complete idiot would let him get close.</p><p><br></p><p>But when he touches me,</p><p>I melt.</p><p>My heart races.</p><p>I crave him.</p><p><br></p><p>Guess I'm not that smart after all.</p>